| what i may have to say will offend quite a few ppl, but due to certain events that has happened through out my life i can't understand the meaning of a real everlasting friendship anymore. to me friendship is just like a flower, with time they will fade away and die. why did i choose the word flower? its cuz when an old one fade away new ones come, they become old and fade away and more new ones come. 'friends' give you, at a certain point in this temporary relationship happiness and joy, but one day it will be gone with the wind. it goes when the trust is lost. how is trust lost? its lost when they hurt you over and over again, no matter how many chances you have given them, you get hurt at the end and eventually to prevent all these sorrows, you fianlly turn your heart cold( the more you care the more you get hurt, if you don't care you don't get hurt, if don't care you will become aquaintances). you help them but just as you would to a normal human being that passes by, you sympathise with them just as you do with your aquaintances, the friendship is not there anymore.
tho temporary it maybe, each friendship lasts for a different amount of time. i will say so far there are certain ppl whom i still call friends whom i have known since i was a kid. but no doubt what we have between us will fade away, its just a matter of time. no matter how much i hope it won't i guess it will happen. |
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| wakaka it is my 1st entry....i dunno wot to say really....jz thought i cud write sumit as i hav been on xanga for ages and not written anything....well as most of u on xanga are ppl i noe from essentials i guess i may write sumit bout that. pity didn't go this year. wud hav learnt so much if i did. but learning is one thing and putting it into practice is another and it is not easy. hm....wot else do i haf to say...eeee err....i guess thats it...bye bye ^_^ |
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